Forgive me if I took the love as read Our fate and bodies entangled together It’s my nature to leave things unsaid To preserve the mystery of the mussed up bed To forge a chain that nothing can sever Forgive me if I took the love as read One of us has been cruelly misled Confusion reigns as to whether It’s my nature to leave things unsaid Blood and love run wine dark red Weightier than an Egyptian feather Forgive me if I took the love as read Desire riots barefoot in the head I thought we would transverse the forever It’s my nature to leave things unsaid Perhaps everything is something instead The resolution has to be now or never Forgive me if I took the love as read It’s my nature to leave things unsaid
erotica
21 Bites of the World
I never denied the beauty: Imperial pomp of sunrise, The seductive glamour of sunset. The snaking voluptuous river, Swollen with incessant downpours, The glitter of rare raw minerals, A glimmer waiting in the depths. Beyond the mist in the distance, The harrowing sublimity of mountains. The perceived chant of the angels, Drifting across the aether. The vertiginous descent of the eagle, Intent upon the sighted prey. The patient strength of the ox, Harnessed for growth and generation. The gilded and haloed lion, Surveying the buffet of the savannah. The shining lights of the city, On the snow capped hilltop. The voluminous text of flesh Awaiting to be read in the dark. The beauty of the world is undoubted: But I suspected treachery A beauty that bites after caressing Wanting to leave its mark Because it too is just passing A floating world of samsara, Always changing; never Still: completes a cycles, Pauses briefly before transformation Then same as it ever was, Is or will be.
Floating City V

Far and wide I have travelled Through the Gateless Gate of the Jade Courtyard Bounded the wooden stairs two by two Discovering within this sparse hotel room A place as serene as a walled garden Because waiting here for me I find you And what species of flowers will bloom As I stroke the lock of the Vermillion Gate So I beg of you, don’t open the blinds.
Dust
For a few seconds a stray sunbeam
Makes visible the dance of dust motes
Swaying, trembling, swooning then falling
I have been granted a glimpse
Of harmony in the floating world
For the moment I am deeply content
Eyelids heavy, chin dropping towards chest
I dream of angels in a distant Heaven
Languidly embracing in the shallows
Of a limpidly becalmed pool.
After Bataille
As the tiger is to space,
So sex is to time,
Apparition of savage grace,
The prelude to crime,
A loss of all face,
A rending tear in the fabric
Stitched together by some joking maverick
Demented demiurge blind
And paralytic:
The only thing on your ravaged mind
Syphilitic,
Is where to find
The pot to piss and shit in
Which is, all things considered, rather fitting.
We’re near the limits of the I,
But I is another,
A discontinuity of cries,
All passion is other,
Into the emptiness we sigh,
Signs descend into parody,
Eggs eyes and testicles a chain of analogy.
I meet God, a lazy whore
Lolling on a bed,
Don’t you want some more?
As she opened her legs she said:
I needed her tender and raw
So I could penetrate the mystery,
Plumb the void of the coruscating divinity.